Sometimes it's hard to stick to the routine you establish yourself. I've never been a person who's well-organized and might plan things in advance. That's an art, I guess. On the one hand, you shouldn't be too demanding of yourself, shouldn't be too hard. On the other hand,  you have to strictly follow the rules you establish - otherwise it might look as if you're a fickle person. I've always wanted to do a lot of things, but the more you want to do the better you have to structure your time and efforts. The latter isn't my strong point.

Yet, I'm still hoping that I'll master it sooner or later. I always remember Winston Churchill's phrase: 'Success isn't final, failure isn't fatal: it is the courage to continue  that counts'.