A guy died, and people was talking a lot bad thing about his possible behavior when alive, that can be truth in some way. But i feel empathy for him, cause he talks about suicide and depression like me, he talks about how he wants to change and inovate in the world like i do too. The fact the this young guy JUST die, makes me think that i could die any moment without even make my dreams come true, i would die young and completly alone, with almost nothing to hold me back. This is a kind a bad thing, because at least i wanna try to change and get my dreams on track, if i am gonna die, i will know that i try so hard to change and become a better version of myself, that i have been trying so hard to succed in my life, improve day by day.  because i could die any moment and a dont wanna regrets when this moment yet to come.. I wanna remember everything a did to make this better and great. 

improve my english and be fluenty it is one of the things i wanna do and learn in my journy in this world..