One of my new year resolution is to lose weight. Since I came back from Canada, I had gained over 5 kg. 

I did not care about my weight, my boyfriend said to me "you are sexy" always and I was happy to eat whatever I want to eat.

 One day I went to clothing store and found nice dress. I grabbed large size and went to fitting room, but it was too small for me.

I was surprised and shocked when I saw my body in the mirror. How ugly am I!! I wanted cry and that I decided to lose weigt.