I have been living in a foreign country for one year. Although all the things here seems to be great, I feel very lonely. It is hard to think about the reasons why people used to leave their countries. The most of times is because of economic problems, dictatorial governments or another issues that are not related with their personal lives. Sometimes I wonder if this decision worth? I mean, leave your friends, family and memories just to try to get a better quality of life. At the end it is just like keep you breathing for more time but with few reasons that worth it. I still missing everything, even when I want to cry or say something is never the same when I say it in english. Sometimes , when I go to the park I can notice how other people try to avoid foreigners because we are not familiar to them or if I try to say something they can not understand me, I feel very frustrated. It is not their fault but mine either. Those things have turn me in a very shy and insecure person. That always makes me think if someday I will belong to some place again.